The time it takes to think of a creative title for each & every post is beginning to make all of my posts that less exciting

I question nothing about motives or regard
I do not wonder why things are they way they are
And no one else should either
In the long run, when you finally slowed down
And you've come to terms with everything
That's happened you begin to see that it wasn't their fault
It wasn't someone else's mistake, it was your own
It takes a bold person to realize they were wrong
And an even bolder one to admit to it





It seems that applies to me too.
Not necessarily to you, so please don't take it personally.
I'm terrified every single time I think about it.
My stomach feels sick and I suddenly get a horrible void where my heart should be.
I shake at the very notion of what could happen
And how you'll react.
Why it makes me literally sick
And I'm never been so afraid in my life
Not even when I was caught with weed
Or drinking too much
Or being pulled over.
No this is much worse
This is the kind of fear you have
When you know it's all your fault
And you know that deep down inside what
You did was wrong
So you know you have to make things right
And speak the truth
To not only get it off your chest
But also make a wrong a right
Oh you can bet you're ass it'll be tough
And at the very least it'll be life changing
But can you really expect anything less from something like this?
I guess I'm the only one who can answer, so no, I didn't really.
I never really thought about it though
And there in lies the problem
I never thought about it
And now I'm sinking into a depression so low
It'll undoubtedly destroy things I've tried so hard to maintain.
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Just know, that when I tell you
What I have to tell you
However loaded I am
(Because I won't be able to sober)
That I do it
With every inch of heart
I have left.