If I die before I wake

I pray to God it's no mistake

I'm sorry but I just can't take this anymore, I wanna go back to how it was before.
Alone and distraught I'm sick of this life, torn apart by my agony I'm filled with strife.
How about you take some of this pain, some of this guilt and be apart of my game.
Every night it's the same fucking story, I lavish in my own self pity and glory.
Give it a rest and give me a break, don't act like you care when you know it's fake.
Can you tell what's real and what's a lie, I'll give you a hint,
Don't even try.

I'm tired of it
All of it
I wanna get rid of the
Pain
Mistrust
Hatred
Disgust

Can't you make it go away?
Can't you come back to help me?

Or am I really so far gone
So far away
from who I was

From
what
I
was



TAKE IT BACK
MAKE IT BETTER
I'M SORRY FOR THE PAIN I CAUSED
AND FOR THE THINGS THAT I'LL CONTINUE TO DO

It all just seemed better with you & you &...
you

Forget it
Take it back
Left alone
I pray to God I do not wake
Fuck the Lord and fuck what he'll take
I'm gonna make it mine
I'm gonna take my time
Try to figure out my crime


WHAT DID i DO


unforgivable
unaware
I cannot pretend
I really care

Let me say what I have to say
Don't act all cliche
And say you want to know why

Take my WARNING

THIS IS NOT
I REPEAT
IT IS NOT

GOODBYE.